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how old is that photo.?/
how much do i hate the internet at this point.. i don’t really know why. it can’t can’t help what i read, i just want to blame someting other than myself. i really shldn’t wait so long for things to happen, because they won’t. you have to make things happen. i know that now. oh dear. it annoying, more than that i don’t really know what to do/say/feel.
i’m useless
on the positive we got out synth, alex and i that is. it is amazing if a little confusing.
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I’m a dickhead.
I see the world as unfair because I’m actually the one in the wrong, so when I feel like i’m making enemies for myself, in turn all it is is another encounter with a human being, a normal non dickhead one..where i’ve done something bad, and am in the wrong.
I see them as in the wrong, and I see it happening again and again… but i’m the evil one.. everyone is just normal.
For the devil everything is unfair, because it’s not the way he wants it to be, so everyone sucks…I finally FINALLY get it..
I’m a dickhead.
self centered?, look at the amount of times i used “I”……….
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and just like that…
i have scrapped two songs and written one much better one in its place, of which i am quite proud of. i’ll put it up soon for you to download. YEAH.
i’[m quite happy at this moment which is odd, but this is because our record player is working again… it’s good. and i have some nice new records to play on it to…
NICE
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that was taken when i was in iceland earlier this year….
its now been a few days since i have written to this blog, and it’s not because i’ve forgotten to. no. it’s because whenever i open up the page to write a new post recently my head goes blank. mmmm….. i think its because i finished all of my exams on friday and ever since then i have been drinkng far too much. actually. i drunk too much before my final exam. i was really angry at myself for doing this. i have no self control. i got offered something to drink i coudln’t say no. it’s really dissapointing. as it turned out though the next day i didn’t feel too bad, i probably fucked my exam up though. i’ll just have to wait for the results to find out……
oh
it’ tense…. Nice and sunny though.
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that photo was taken earlier today.
everybody has fate songs don’t they?? you hear a song and it remindes you of somebody, and everybody knows deep down that there is no way to kill a fate song once it’s stuck. They’re like herpes. The only way to wash tehm out is to buy the song and play it day and night until it doesn’t mean anything anymore.Only forty gazzillion years it takes. Everybody knows it, but i don’t remember being taught it in school, about the destructive power of fate songs.
i have some fate songssuch as: get fucked stud by biffy clyro, and the game by action action. i like these two cos they remind me of people i want to be reminded of, not that i need reminding about them.
But there are bad fate songs like nineteen by forward russia, i can’t actually listen to that song anymore.i just want to forget……..
i should be cramming for media, but…
watevs
