boring

just got in.
I drank tonight.

Not enough to get wasted..
But enough to stare at girls I have no interest in trying to work out if I do have an interst in them… enough to feel ill on the journey home..and right now.. and enough to think about every single girl i’ve ever blown it with… there’s a wuite a list, or girl i could have had quite a nice relationship with.. bu fucked it up somehow… not getting in touch, or more often or not just being a general dick.