i feel ashamed of this blog, i never update, i’ve let it run into a state of desolation. the amount of times i’ve apologised for this is overwhelming… enough though. i’ll try and do better. i have had this blog for quite a while now though, over two years i think. i could check but i don’t really think it matters that much.

first off, congrats to amy who got into not only camp america but also study abroad. very proud i am. i always knew she would though, i know everybody says that about things, and i guess you can never be sure of things until they happen, but there was just no way she wasn’t going to get it. she wanted them so bad, and put in the effort, and got them. i like that… i am truly happy for her though.  she’ll have an amazing time out there in north carolina.

the other night i watched the film taxi driver, i was actually amazed by it. i don’t really know what though, i can’t put my finger on it but i couldn’t really speak for a while after. weird. this sums it up “Overall an impressive and morally depressing film that deserves its place in cinematic history. The portrayal of a city and a man slipping into moral insanity is convincing and engaging and it shows how well to “do” modern madness and the effects of the moral void of parts of society. Scorsese directs as a master despite this being at an early stage in his career and De Niro is chillingly effective as he simply dominates the film in quiet moments and quotable moments alike”

another super brief post, i apologise for this i have loads of time to do a proper post but…

anyway

RADITUDE! nice.

Twitter,

it’s HERE !!!

follow me if you want. don’t be creepy about it though….

x.

who neglects blogs? i do. oops. it’s been some months now since i’ve posted an entry of any real substance, and that is just not on.

Again, so much has happened. i think in my last post i wasn’t even sure if i was going to get into stirling uni or not. well as it turns out i didn’t. but that has come to be a sort of blessing in disguise, i’m not going to try and explain how, but it is. if you really want to know why ask amy, she would do a much better job of explaining why than i ever could. i just get confused trying to explain things. SO, i’m now living in edinburgh, and studying enviromental protection. it’s brilliant. i am very happy here, my course is great, i’ve met some amazing people, i live right in the middle of edinburgh and amy only lives a train ride away. it’s too good. i don’t want to jynx anything though. not that i really believe in that, but still…

this has also been a pretty good weekend, amy came to stay and i really enjoyed myself. every weekend she coems to stay i enjoy myself. they’re the best weekends. i’m pretty lucky. anyway, we took a trip to the beach on saturday, which was brilliant. but, a word of warning, if you going to take a flask of tea with you, make sure you remove the tea bags from the flask before you go. otherwise you’ll just end up with very bitter tea. we also went to the cinema, something i haven’t done in a long while, to se up!. it’s a pretty good film i must say. aaand we went out for a meal! crazy i know. i can’t remember the last time we had done that. it was so good. this was all made possible by the eventual arrival of my student loan, i don’t really want to talk about that though as it just made me angry over the past few weeks. at least it’s all sorted now.

i need to go food shopping now, i have no food in at all. apart from some pasta. yum yum.

x.

i can’t sleep again. i am tired though. i’ve rather neglected this blog i’m ashamed to say, i have been up to some stuff though, i’ve been to crete with amy which is where the second photo was taken, how perfect does she look? very i’m sure you’ll agree. i’m too lucky.

i apologise if this post doesn’t really make much sense, i’m so tired, just when i thought i was starting to get somewhere with getting to sleep it all falls apart. i don’t get it. there was a point when it was only taking me like half an hour to get to sleep. oh well. i’m sure i’ll be fine. i’ve moved back home by the way, only for the summer though, hopefully i’ll be back off to stirling in september. i hope.

i’m feeling pretty crap right now, not emotionally, but i think i’m coming down with something. probably only a 24 hr thing, i just feel a bit under the weather, not sleeping probably has something to do with it. Definitely not swine flu though, man flu maybe. i’ve just decided that tomorrow when i wake up i’m going to have to start making this damn cd i’ve been thinking about making. i’ve been thinking about doing it for like a month now, that’s how i am though. i think and think about doig something but it takes me forever to get around to doing it. that’s another reason why i’m lucky to have amy, she pushes me to get things done, not in a (for lack of a better word) ”pushy” way though, more of a nudge i guess, but it’s enough. anyway, i’ve decided all on my own to do this tomorrow, even if it has taken me a month to get to this point. i’m a nightmare.

i should try and get to sleep again, i know for a fact that it’s going to take at least two hours though… i’m off up to aberdeen in two days. i’m really looking forward to it, i love being up there, it’ll also be good to get away from guildford for a bit, i haven’t been back long and i’m already sick of the place.

sleep well

peacex.